While this book has many names and many people in it, all the events and opinions portrayed are fictitious. Some real names were used, with permission, but only for aesthetics’s sake.
People often express confusion over some of the emoticons in the story. Most are self-explanatory, but just bear in mind that every one has eyes and a mouth. .w. has the periods as the eyes and the w is related to the "kittyface" of :3, with the former emoticon intended as an expression of humble happiness (something like "Aw, shucks!").
The < in <:D is intended as eyebrows, not a party hat, no matter who tells you otherwise.
This story is long. The first draft was started in 2011 and continued until 2013, the second draft finished the story in 2013, the third and fourth drafts were refinements of the whole and came around 2014. The fifth draft added a lot more content, introducing an element you'll see as the "Attacheds," and this came in 2015. This formed the basis for the sixth draft in 2016, which was published on Amazon as the First Edition. That draft saw refinement and tweaking for several years (the seventh draft). What you are looking at now is the Second Edition, the eighth and final draft.
The point of all this is: I have had many opportunities to change this story. I have taken many things out. The content and how it is treated will make you uneasy, somewhere, somewhen. It is best to read this story by yourself, where you can feel your emotions rawly and give them space. Privacy is a theme here. There are many more themes for you to discover. Good luck.

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OH GOD THE RAPTURE IS BURNING

Disc 1: The Cockroach Metamorphosis

OVERTURE
May 20 (Modern Invocation)
May 21 (Title Drop From Red Sky)

ACT I: The Coming of the Four RakesACT I
May 23 (Donnie)
May 24 (The Pillar)
May 25 ("world with empty eye sockets")
May 26 (Aubade feat. Mistress Dread)
May 27 (In Blackpool)
May 28 (Cipher for a Million Years)
May 29 (Everyone's Benefit)
May 30 ("Cakes mean the party funds.")
May 31 (Tropes)
June 1 (Kissing a Corpse)
June 2 ("Le bouffon blanc")
June 3 (Great Dodongo of the Congo)
June 4 (SLCEM)
June 5 (Womp Womp)
June 6 ("Doppelganger")
June 7 (The Minotaur of Lloret de Mar)
June 8 (Vorke, the Face Stealer)
June 9 (Systematic Chaos)
June 10 (Clearly Exaggerated)
June 11 ("Promise you'll never?")
June 12 (Donnie Goes to London)
June 13 (missing)
June 14 (There were Strangers at the Birth of the Earth)
June 15 ("How are human minds biggest")
June 16 ("I'll kneel.")
June 17 (Going Brazilian)
June 18 (In the Name of Comcast, We are Blessed for this Pornography)
June 19 ("ENGLAND'S THEIRS NOW")
June 20 (Tally Marks)
June 21 (Bad Jokes)
June 22 (Classic Jokes)
June 23 (Ten Years in Jail)
June 24 (Tell Us Yourself)
June 25 (Liverpool)
June 26 ("Fears. There's the rub.")
June 27 (Secret Friend)
June 28 (The Fourth Rake of the Apocalypse)
June 29 (Rael's Exodus, I: Start with the Pronouns)
June 30 (Rael's Exodus, II: Indisen)
July 1 (Rael's Exodus, III: Fear the Day)
July 2 (Rael's Exodus, IV: EAT)
July 3 (Rael's Exodus, V: The Anatomy of Everything)
July 4 (Rael's Exodus, VI: Wishful Thinking)

ACT II: The Seven Ciphers of the Blind Man's BookACT II
July 5 (Duck and Cover)
July 6 (American Anxiety)
July 7 (Ciphers of the Blind Man's Book)
July 8 (The God Machine)
July 9 (School Bus)
July 10 (Family Expression)
July 11 (Sempiternity)
July 12 (Grimaldi's Mad Language)
July 13 ("Operation: Rise Against Fear")
July 14 (Guy Fawkes)
July 15 ("yes, quite nice")
July 16 (Infinite Series)
July 17 (The Grand Gtheru)
July 18 (A Conversation with Tiresias)
July 19 (More Tally Marks)
July 20 ("red ochre corridors")
July 21 (Who Once Ruled the Streetlights)
July 22 (Walking)
July 23 (Goodbye, Swamp Queen)
July 24 (Sanctuary Francisco)
July 25 (Avoidance)
July 26 (See, the Thing is...)
July 27 (Maybes and Mysteries)
July 28 (Synecdoche)
July 29 (Crotch Museum)
July 30 (King Real)
July 31 (Operation Ground and Pound)
August 1 (Don't Say Its True Name, I: Dominiere)
August 2 (Don't Say Its True Name, II: ???)
August 3 (Don't Say Its True Name, III: Colors)
August 4 (Don't Say Its True Name, IV: Truth)
August 5 (Don't Say Its True Name, V: Candle Jack)
August 6 (Don't Say Its True Name, VI: Love)
August 7 (Don't Say Its True Name, VII: Tiresias)

ACT III: Waiting for the Knights of XanaduACT III
August 8 ("I'm not good")
August 9 (Seven Knights of Xanadu)
August 10 (Gunslinger)
August 11 (Bad Omen)
August 12 (August Red)
August 13 (Here Comes the White Jester)
August 14 (Beakless Birds Flying Cars)
August 15 ("The dead man finally did it")
August 16 (New Republicans)
August 17 (Class Today)
August 18 (Gods' Cries Across Time and Tomb)
August 19 (Fuck! It's the Neonate)
August 20 (The King Come Down)
August 21 (Fake Music for Fake Friends)
August 22 (Obfuscation)
August 23 (Therapism)
August 24 ("You need our protection and guidance")
August 25 (Granted Free Will)
August 26 (Reverie in the Halfway House / The Dream Episode)
August 27 ("JUDGEMENT")
August 28 (Rock Lobster of Ruin)
August 29 (Funny Side to the Chaotic Eldritch)
August 30 ("childish treehouse")
August 31 (Candy Sea Puns)
September 1 (Genera North)
September 2 (Even More Tally Marks)
September 3 ("Solve for X")
September 4 (Funniest Joke)
September 5 (Hunting Bears)
September 6 ("The worlds ends.")
September 7 (Strayer)
September 8 (Topography Genera, I: Follow the Straight Line)
September 9 (Topography Genera, II: Further Down)
September 10 (Topography Genera, III: "I saw eyes")
September 11 (Topography Genera, IV: Higher-ups)
September 12 (Topography Genera, V: Rapture)
September 13 (Topography Genera, VI: X Factors)
September 14 (Topography Genera, VII: Degrees of Fear)
September 15 (Topography Genera, VIII: The Coming of the Beast)



Disc 2: PUT THE SUN DOWN

ACT IV: Black Fire and BranchesACT IV
September 16 (Here Comes the Beast)
September 17 (Insects at the Edge of Reality)
September 18 (Aryabhata Terminal)
September 19
September 20
September 21 (Partita: The Epic Structure)
September 22
September 23
September 24
September 25 (Blood and Water)
September 26
September 27
September 28 (Painted Passion, Scorched Imagery)
September 29
September 30 (The Virion Complex)
October 1 (The Progression of, I: Water)
October 2 (The Progression of, II: Telos Absent)
October 3 (The Progression of, III: Red Fire)
October 4 (The Progression of, IV: Black Fire)
October 5 (The Darkness Between Planets)
October 6
October 7 ("Matkaopas")
October 8 (Rael's Odyssey, I: Descent of the Mythological Beasts)
October 9
October 10
October 11
October 12
October 13 (Rael's Odyssey, V)
October 14
October 15
October 16 (The Middle Fights)
October 17 (Coming of the Final Battle, I: Carvings)
October 18 (Coming of the Final Battle, II: Blood on Broadway)
October 19 (Coming of the Final Battle, III: Legacies)
October 20 (Coming of the Final Battle, IV: Seas)
October 21 (Coming of the Final Battle, V: Rise)
October 22 (Diseuse in Fall)
October 23 (Epilog)

ACT V: Ilmarisen TakomoACT V
February 21 (did you miss me)
May 16 (Kill Azathoth, Vol. 1)
May 18 (Knights of Ceverse)
May 19 (Kill Azathoth, Vol. 2: Dry Hair)
May 20 (Kill Azathoth, Vol. 2: World Pillar)
May 21 (Kill Azathoth, Vol. 2: End Pattern)
May 28 (A Fear Now)
June 20 I think? (Mutter and Fodder)
Gotterdammerungopolis Thing (The Thing)
June 24 (Thunder Roars / The Sampo)
October 8 (Protohistory)
Jordan 1 (The World Again)
some last chapter